May 4th, 2008 (11:04 pm)
weather: sad
song: The Park - Chorallaries
So... I'm really depressed. Three possible reasons for this:
1) I actually took my meds for a couple days, and then didn't today. And as a result my nervous system got shot to hell.
2) I'm three days behind in my personal schedule and too tired to fix it.
3) I haven't dealt with my personal life that needs serious attention due to work. But... life always takes second place to working nowadays. Apparently.
But... a couple of songs just depressed me so much I started crying again. This is a bad sign. Here's one.
Yeah. That. *Sighs* Also "The Freshman," but mostly the lines "For the life of me, I cannot remember/What made us think that we were wise and would never compromise/For the life of me I cannot believe we'd die for our sins/We were merely freshmen." Just... they sound like something he'd say, yeah?
Yeah. Depressed me. Also, that on top of a pretty rendition a capella of My Immortal is enough to basically shatter my sanity. And cry.
I need something stupid and happy and unemotionally baggaged right now. Badly. ...Except music by nature is emotionally baggaged now. Fuck it. *Curls up with lobsterplushie and listens to MIT a capella groups*
EDIT:
This is another of them.
I have very predictable tastes. Obviously.
EDIT: Continuing my predictable tastes...
I also like the guy singing this one. Niiice voice. Little accent, says chance "chahnce." Veeery nice.
Final edit:
Upon yet another listen... I felt "The Freshman" deserved to be on here. Or maybe that was the voice in the back of my head singing along softly and rather sadly.
...Yeah. I always start crying during this song.